If you ever left I think I’d kill myself / or move to Dublin
Only fuck girls for a while, dress as flamboyant as Oscar Wilde
In a world of Kennefick, Rooney, Hozier-Byrne
maybe I could be that girl?
Do you think they’d notice, down at Marsh’s Library
that I read a lot of Yeats and Beckett and Joyce at uni,
that I thought of the city as a Shakespeare and Company
light: my French is atrocious?
I’d drink myself to death, live in stereotype
romanticise swans in flight, morning light, a simple life
appreciate a place that feels foreign but close, and has arts-council funds
With you gone, I’d have to run.
I’m no Edgeworth, I’m the coloniser class – though, I must say,
in Ireland (unlike India) I could slip in, unrecognised
with my family name and some expensive hair dye.
I could leave my life behind.
This short poem was written as part of the ‘Alphabet Superset‘ programme: it is quick work and is unedited.
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